Failure


" Failure can teach us lessons that success cannot "


This is also a quote that one of my best friends gave me when I told her about my failure. 
This quote told us that there is something valuable in a failure that success don't that make us a better person in the future. Something that we can learn to improve ourselves. Being forever in a success does not make us appreciate what a real success is. The way we struggle, the obstacles we have gone through, the bad saying from others people have made us strong and have made us appreciate more our success. 

Praised to Him, my friend and I had done our TPO yesterday's evening. Quite sad because I didn't pass the minimum requirement to fly, which I should get 90 and above but unluckily I got 6 less than the requirement. But it's okay. It just a TPO and InsyaaAllah I will improve on my real TOEFL soon. Fighting !!

So, as the holidays are coming soon, surely, I have to struggle during the holidays. But it's okay. To get a real success, we have to sacrifice. SACRIFICE. Hopefully this is not just a big talk. I will improve my TOEFL this holidays. I will .

A Friend in Deed


Don't know what had really happened to me. Seems like I have lost all my spirit. I feel like the one that got nothing, yeah nothing. Totally nothing. I have never felt such a mental breakdown like this but on that day I was totally not me.

Luckily, I have a friend. A great best friend, maybe. The one who always be with me whenever I
need a companion, the one that always be there whenever I need a shoulder to be laid on. He is such a source of spirit. After that day, I always ask him to give me at a least a quote everyday to boost up my day. Yeah, and that was totally effective towards me.

Since that I got my spirit back and never care of what others people may think about me. I may be one of the worst students in the class, but at least I am trying to keep myself up, to improve myself so that, me too can fly to US like them.

These are some quotes that he gave me to boost me up,



"Don't let anyone ever breaks your soul. You have to stand on your own two 
feet and stand up for yourself. There are those that would give anything
 to see you fail, but you must never give them satisfaction. 
Hold your head up high, smile and stand your own ground."


"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. 
But to hold it together when everyone else would understand
 if you fell apart, that's true strength."


" It will hurt. It will take time. It will require dedication. 
It will require willpower. You will need to make healthy decisions. 
It requires sacrifice. You will need to push your body to its max. 
There will be temptation. But I promise you, when you reach your goal, 
it's worth it."